animus - Intellectual

[Intro]

(heylog)

(xona)

In the winter, my hair turns dark and the tips curl

When can I learn how to meet a girl?

Hurry back, need to defend the available angles

I swear I've made contact with monsters and angels

In the winter, my skin dries after a shower

Don't care for the sun, but I love all the flowers

You missed my call, now she thinks she has the power

Do what you want, just know that you are a coward

Oh, hi, didn't see you waving by

It's not like you're wasting my time

Finding out what it's like to be the light

'Cause you, um, don't know where I'm coming from

Your life's only just begun

I can show you what it's like to feel numb

'Cause I hate when I'm alone

I've witnessed what she honed

It burns me through my core

So tell me what's—

And I don't wanna waste my time

See a blur of image that I like

Seein' nothing but a girl who tries to lie

And you wish that I'll fall again just to show your other friends

But I know I'm adamant toxic is your finest edge

Day by day, it's on myself, feelin' weaker on my guilt

Told no one I needed help, it's on myself

Need to get my life together, climbing up steep hills

Enjoying the sunset under the windmills

I cannot stand here, nor can I sit still

I'm not on anything nor do I take pills

[Verse 5: heylog & xona]

I'm done with everything, nor do I even care

Do you really want attention?

Laugh all you want, I'm just tryna be nice here

And I don't know why, and I don't know why

I think I'm normal, maybe a little weird

Do you think I'm here? Maybe something's not clear

I got my morals, tryna meet my peers

Don't need a sign on why I need you, right?