Bury my soul in ashes, I am not worthy of this world, let the earth around me fade, let her wings of flesh unfurl

I'm just a doll nothing more, there's nothing in my soul to adore, I know they say I have smiled before, but even the tears from my eyes don't show remorse. Spill my entrails all over the floor, slam my face into a wall and crush my skull in the door

Just laying on my uncomfortable bed, with these tormenting thoughts flowing through my fucking head, I just want to rip out my threads and tear myself to shreds, meds won't fix my head I'd rather shoot myself instead. I tried to pray to the gods but they fled, I dont even know who I am anymore

What even is my purpose, feels like I'm living for a fucking circus, masking myself every single fucking day, letting my problems just drift away. I'm going insane, I want to blow out my brains, I can no longer endure this pain

I just want to tear out my insides, I have nothing left to hide, scrolling till my brain is fried, tryna drown the voices out inside. I just want to die, I'm a monster when angels see me they cry. why, just why? Nothing works out no matter hard I try. I try to talk with them and there's always something that isnt right. I can't even talk without hearing nothing but god damn lies. I'm so tired of this nonsense

Everything I do for them is nothing but vanity, every single fucking day im slowly losing my sanity. Oh look I'm repeating myself again, everything I do at this point is a sin, i struggle against them but i just can't win, at this point it is already the end, just rip me apart and fill me with needles and pins

Who are we, what are they, what is this world that isn't meant for me I cannot stay, take me away, my sanity has already gone astray. Lock me in a cage, or something I have nothing more to say, but I do not want to see another heartless day, and as always I will just rot here in my own shame and dismay

They are all fucking dead, and I'm entangled in my own threads. Hahahaa!!!!