I wanna be a king, like Martin

Explore my dreams, hoping fame’s amazing but it’s never what it seems

I’m just spitting hot water hope it turns to steam

I’m just trying to find my way like fishes in the stream, uh

I’m alive, but not really living

I got drive but not really driven, doing nothing with the life that’s given

I see the rappers, on the TV screen

Mesmerized but I know it’s poison to me, pesticide

I’m scared I can’t help me cause mentally I’m not meant to be

I’m blind to what I clearly see

I think I’m losing it, love is a drug I’m abusing it

It’s bad for me, but I just keep on using it, uh

I guess it’s cause I’m used to it, dang

I guess it’s cause I’m used to it

Now why I’m sitting here along

To die where I lay

Boy I’m screaming out your name

Boy I cry when I pray, uh