(Chorus: helpquixi)

I'm so done

I'm so free

I'm doing myself

I'm being me

I do what i want

Crushing rock, rock

Push it all the way

Push to the top, top

Top, top (push to the)

Top, top top

Top, top

Top, top top

Top, top (push to the)

Top, top top

Top, top

(Verse 1: catgif)

Try as you might

Im not losing this fight

I stay out of sight

Read between the lines

Oh, oh, oh

Can't you see i tried?

Can't you see i tried?

Whats the fuckin purpose

Right now it all feels so worthless

Cut off the part thats hurtin

Think i'll need a surgeon

(Verse 2: helpquixi)

And i'm so lost i can't even find myself nowwwww

I'll be surprised if anything actually works outttt

I know that its my fault if i burst out (but i'm too hurt now)

(Verse 3: hannevig)

Will you go away?

I don't wanna deal with this today

Pick apart my brain

I don't wanna hear you say it

Open up my closet

Full of secrets

Skeletons, monsters

You can see thеm

You can pick and pry

But please don't free them

I rеgret the things i've done

They're in there for a reason

Picking up the potion

It fades away my memories

Down 1, down another, down 3

I cannot see

Choking on my tongue and my words

No i cannot breathe

I cannot fathom why you wanna be with me

Will you go away?

I don't wanna deal with this today

Pick apart my brain

I don't wanna hear you say it

(Outro: helpquixi)

I'm so done

I'm so free

I'm doing myself

I'm being me

I do what i want

Crushing rock, rock

Push it all the way

Push to the-