Lost and deranged

Out of this world

Life, so complex

I am losing my mind

What is going on?

Where did I go wrong?

Is my vision for reality

Finally gone?

Opening my wings

Forgetting all the things

Pushing me in chaos

See what the next day brings

I fall into pieces

On the floor

How must I pull myself

Together once more

This is not the end

All the time I've spent

Will have a reason

In a world I can't bend

Opening my mind

I used to be so blind

Fighting for a future with

No hope for mankind

The waves in my mind

Disturbed by all the signs

Bring me peace today

I will find my way

Open portals lead me astray

I'm losing my way

One life to waste

Hurts me deeply

Now I must live freely

I'm falling down

The time is now

I feel insane

Every curse laid on me

Is tearing me to pieces

I'd break the spell

But I'm chained

In this hell

Feeling restless

Acting shady

Now I'm going crazy

Don't you try

To hold me down

Reality is fading

I'm falling down

The time is Now

I feel insane

Every curse laid on me

Is tearing me to pieces

I'd break the spell

But I'm chained

In this hell

Insanity

Forgive me

For all I've done

You'll know

When I'm gone

That these voices

Deep inside

Have tried

To make things right

I feel so insane