[Intro]

I'm seeing bright red

Bright lights and [?] are rollin'

Obsessed to substance

I cannot control it

On edge, no sweat

I know I'm loaded

Dynamite

[Verse 1]

Loss of patience breaking the silence

Loss of hearing sirens in my head

Losing reasons trying to find them

Losing feelings , losing relationships

Built this house with no roof on my head

Celebrations take place for my death

I don't give a fuck about trying

Too late to save this sinking ship

[Chorus]

Why?

Ever wonder why?

You wear this disguise

Ever wonder why?

Please just tell me why?

Ever wonder why?

You wear this disguise

Ever wonder why?

[Bridge]

I see deceptive intentions under your hypnosis

Desperate to end this give me something potent

Sentenced to death quick let me be a willing sacrifice

[Verse 2]

Let it lead to my incarceration

A lost cause to rot in isolation

Don't ever say that's it's my imagination

Prescriptions on prescriptions don't do shit

Please sedate me till I keep quiet

Diffuse the ticking timebomb in my head

Not convinced you have my best interest

She said, "Come back in a month to get your fix"

[Chorus]

Why?

Ever wonder why?

You wear this disguise

Ever wonder why?

Please just tell me why?

Ever wonder why?

You wear this disguise

Ever wonder why?

[Outro]

(Please just tell me why?!)