I lived on the block I wanted to leave

I made it out now I miss it

I don't miss being broke

I just miss all of the fucks that I wasn't givin

I miss all of the people I left

That shit makes me sad it fucks with my head

These days I'm under the sun

But I miss when it used to rain lead

If I could put you my back you would come

I feel bad you still in the slums

But whatever you need I got it

Im getting you out im making the promise

These demons got me like a hostage

I don't think I can handle more losses

We beef you die I don't gossip

Everyone fake so I'm being cautious

Sometimes I wanna go to heaven

I feel like I'm stuck in a dead end

I'm tryna remember my lessons

I don't even know where I'm headed

We was broke prayin to the sky

Nobody saw the tears in my eyes

Down bad I wanted to die

Say what you want I won't ever lie

I'd kill for any of mine

I'm still looking for my time

I'm wrong I wanna be right

I feel like I'm losing my mind

I look fine but it's different inside

Trying to just let it ride

I hope we find better life

Feel like I'm fighting for mine

All I got is my money and pride

Doing it all with no guide

Let me know where you're at and I'll slide

Sometimes I wanna go to heaven

I feel like I'm stuck in a dead end

I'm tryna remember my lessons

I don't even know where I'm headed