[Verse 1]

There's a switch in me I never disarmed

Every calm moment feels rigged to fall apart

I follow the pattern but I still repeat

Hardcoded to sabotage anything complete

Hands shake steady when i'm close to repair

Then I tear it down like I was never there

Every warning sign just fades into noise

And I make the same destructive choice

[Chorus]

I don't need a reason - I erupt

Watch me tear through everything I built

Every fix turns into malfunction

I'm addicted to the self-destruction

Can't outrun what i've become

[Verse 2]

I can feel it creeping under my skin

That familiar pull dragging me back in

Each commitment I make bends out of shape

As if i'm counting down to my own escape

There's a rush when everything starts to break

A sick kind of clarity I can't shake

I know the cost, yeah, I've paid it before

Still i'm reaching for the precipice once more

[Pre-Chorus / Breakdown]

Break it

Smash every piece I tried to save

Burn it

Dig out the part that never changed

No control

I don't fucking hesitate

Let it go

Watch me detonate

[Chorus]

I don't need a reason - I erupt

Watch me tear through everything I built

Every fix turns into malfunction

I'm addicted to the self-destruction

Can't outrun what i've become

[Verse 3]

I see it coming but I don't resist

I'm clenched in the jaws of something I missed

Each meter ahead pulls me back twice

As if i'm conditioned to roll the same dice

Just put a bullet in my head

It's just the idea I can't leave behind

Every version of me tries to survive

But there's something in me that won't let it die

[Pre-Chorus / Breakdown]

Rip it out

Every nerve, every doubt

Black it out

Let the worst parts come out

Still it burns

I keep feeding the flame

Fuck control

I am the one to blame

[Chorus]

I don't need a reason - I erupt

Watch me tear through everything I built

Every fix turns into malfunction

I'm addicted to the self-destruction

Can't outrun what i've become