[Intro]
Mmhmhmhmhmmm
[Verse One]
There's a kind of comfort
When hiding from the monster
Residing in my head
And I know that I could run
But I'm getting kind of tired
Knowing that it won't be worth it in the end
[Chorus]
When there's a switch inside my brain
I go from being numb, feeling okay
To everything hitting me all at once
But I still hide my face
And act like I'm okay
Knowing I'm just pretending
That the kill switch hasn't won
[Verse Two]
And I know this is a chase
And it's only a matter of time
That I cannot promise days
Only the minutes that pass by
When I am too tired to run from a monster
I find my comfort in knowing it could all be over
[Chorus]
When there's a switch inside my brain
I go from bеing numb, feeling okay
To everything hitting me all at oncе
As I still hide my face
And act like I am okay
I can't admit that the kill switch already won
[Outro]
Oh, oh
When I am exhausted but I cannot sleep
I find my comfort in destructive relief
But don't you worry
I'm only feeling everything
As I keep distracting
And we keep pretending
That the monster at the kill switch isn't, isn't me
And I will hope you never realize reality
That the monster at the kill switch is me