Looking back, it makes no sense

It's like I had a whirlwind stuck in my head

Sending my thoughts in all directions

Kept me from ever finding my own bed

I guess you could say I was forced to change

The situation rearranged, and it put me in my place

But it's safer to say that I wanted to change

To break the chains that kept me attached to my old ways

I convinced myself that it had to end

I just wanted to feel real again