Released on May 1, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Mama callin'

Don't think I'mma pick it up

I'm ignoring again

Way too twisted off the drugs

Truthfully this is a first for me

But

This shit shouldn't be so much fun to me

Because


[Hook]

I got burdens out my window

Pain and some worries out my window

Family getting buried out my window

And I'm just sitting merry in my window


[Verse 2]

Hold up stop it

Fuck that drop it

Family dying but i gotta fill my pockets

No I do not have a minute

Sorry I can't help it

I'm just chilling in the city

Maybe I'm selfish

On the real

I should go home

'Cause on the real

I been missing my own

See on the real

I miss a lot

I barely know 'em but I guess I got that trait from my pop

'Cause you Jubie just had a baby

Watch her grow through the gram

And we go back since babies

Her kid don't know who I am

That's kind of fucked up right

I guess I'm fucked up right

Yeah

And my wifey talking marriage

But it ain't with me

Another nigga playing parent

She won't wait for me

I never thought I'd let her get away from me

We need to talk

I should just break the v

Because


[Hook]

I got burdens out my window

Pain and some worries out my window

Family getting buried out my window

And I'm just sitting merry in my window


[Verse 3]

Back home

Gotta see what I'm missing

Little thrilling 'cause they miss him but shit ain't no different

That's when I realized

The world don't watch for me

The world don't drop for me

And time won't stop for me

No

So why do I try to control it

Spending time running from solace

Losing time and all the moments

Find the light even when


[Hook]

I got burdens out my window

Pain and some worries out my window

Family getting buried out my window

And I'm just sitting merry in my window