Released on June 2, 2021

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[Hook]

Smart Kid but I ain’t in the books this time

Broke my heart she gone try to shatter it this time

Now I want drugs in the room give me peace of mind

You gon walk me to my tomb bury me alive

Devil horns in my face every night she tellin lies

Why can’t I run away think she got me hypnotized

Tryna numb my pain with the hoes happens every time

Tryna numb my pain with the blues happens every time


[Verse]

Addictions yeah I got em all

Shadows taught me to crawl

Night terrors can’t movе at all

But I can feel it all

When I wake don’t feel at all

It’s crazy how the potions work

Elixir mix it all

Feel likе the captain in this hoe

Got my shield involved

Johnny blaze on that hoe

Ghost ride em all

Ripped out my soul then faded

My heartbreak her playlist

Put a tracker on my tears

To find her favorite places

Pop pill off oxycontin

Now I walk-in brainless

At least it’s quick and painless

Feelin better everyday that’s a lie I hate this

Looking in a mirror I don’t that is

Been gone so long don’t know what sober is


[Hook]

Smart Kid but I ain’t in the books this time

Broke my heart she gone try to shatter it this time

Now I want drugs in the room give me peace of mind

You gon walk me to my tomb bury me alive

Devil horns in my face every night she tellin lies

Why can’t I run away think she got me hypnotized

Tryna numb my pain with the hoes happens every time

Tryna numb my pain with the blues happens every time


[Verse]

Off the drugs I see devil horns she brings

Sacrificing me

Tried to get away two times she always follows me

She picked up the broken pieces and she tossed em in the sea

We gon die together

That’s the lie she keep on tellin me

I’m already dead guess you’ll learn that fact eventually

Off the cliff I’m jumping falling hard I’m rollin off of robitussin

Heart hurtin rather be in hell with my soul burnin

Lyin serpent you don’t me I’m a different person

No love go and crash your car I’ll watch you die in person


[Hook]

Smart Kid but I ain’t in the books this time

Broke my heart she gone try to shatter it this time

Now I want drugs in the room give me peace of mind

You gon walk me to my tomb bury me alive

Devil horns in my face every night she tellin lies

Why can’t I run away think she got me hypnotized

Tryna numb my pain with the hoes happens every time

Tryna numb my pain with the blues happens every time