Better

By Hayden McHugh

Released on January 1, 2021

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Summers end, by the campfire

All my friends, in our empire

Wasted time never feels wasted when I’m wasted

Lately I, I’ve been questioning

What I, what I’m doing here

I’m burdened by the weight of who we were, and it hurts

To leave, please

Don’t make me feel guilty, I know I’m guilty

Please, I’m so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city

We had the time of our lives but now that's history

And I hope you miss me

I can’t keep coming out

Getting fucked up on whatеver

I know I gotta grow up

But I wanna stay young forever

I got big drеams inside my head, my diamonds’ made under pressure

And I’m here I’m wondering if I’ll ever get my shit together

Oh oh oh, cause I’m not ready to be better

But all I want is to be better

All my friends, being distant

Just cements my decision

I can see that I was made for something different

Growing pains, I’m changing

And it’s strange, I’m not complainin’

But do I always have to learn the hard way? (Why am I like this?)

I can’t keep coming out

Getting fucked up on whatever

I know I gotta grow up

But I wanna stay young forever

I got big dreams inside my head, my diamonds’ made under pressure

And I’m here I’m wondering if I’ll ever get my shit together

Oh-oh-oh, cause I’m not ready to be better

But all I want is to be better, I'm not ready to be better, yeah

I'm the king, of plan stuff and never do it

It's a thing, bad luck and no improvement

And every year rolled back up these resolutions

But there's never movement, still I wanna be a better human

It's overwhelming when I look back at the growth

They remember finish lines, you remember slopes

And how you had to peddle with a couple broken spokes

I'm not where I need to be but give me time I think I'm close

Please

Don’t make me feel guilty, I know I’m guilty

Please, I’m so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city

We had the time of our lives but now that's history

And I hope you miss me, I can't keep coming out

Please

Don’t make me feel guilty, I know I’m guilty

Please, I’m so sick of feeling down, stuck in this city

We had the time of our lives but now that's history

And I hope you miss me