Time

By Hashu

Released on February 14, 2015

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[Voicemail #1]

I decided that when you leave for Ecuador that I’m probably gonna die

Considering it’s been one day since I’ve seen you and I miss you like crazy

And this happens a lot so, yeah and I’m really sad you didn’t come to school today

I would’ve left at lunch... but... whateva

Uhm, I don’t know why I called you, I just decided to

And you didn’t answer so I leave a message

Uhm, yeah, anyway, we should talk about Ecuador and stuff

Okay, bye


[Pre-Hook: Steve]

Yeah

I hope that you don't miss me like I miss you

I hope you're happy (x4)


[Hook: Steve]

I just hope he makes you happier than i did (x3)

Than I did (x2)


[Verse 1: Hashu]

It's been a minute since we kicked it and I miss it

I bottle my emotions when they come out I dismiss it

But I just can't forget it

And that's why I'm so distant

I've got a lot to say I was hoping you would listen, uh

Cause time flies when you miss somebody

And you wanna reconnect but they go get somebody

And you're, you're mad as hell you wanna hit somebody

Cause you're just somebody if you miss somebody

I couldn’t admit it

That I just wanna live it

Cause your love is an addiction and I, don't wanna quit it no

I don't wanna leave it, I'm never giving up on you

I thought I would call you just to ask you what was up with you

My friends they went and warned me but I know that they were wrong about you

At the time I listened now my days they feel so long without you

And I'm really sorry that I never wrote a song about you

But you're simply wrong if you would thought I'm moving on without you

Right?


[Voicemail #2]

Okay, so I decided I would call and say what I need to say

And, it’s just that like…

I can’t be ok with how this relationship that’s going on right now and with how things are


[Pre-Hook]


[Hook]


[Verse 2: Hashu]

She said

I won't forget all the times that you were lying

All the nights that I would cry cause my mind you would crawl inside in

Your side I would still abide it

My loyalty was everything

I never left it for a second but you'd never let me in

While you're afraid to lose me I'm afraid I never had you

Fighting over everything

Apologies are past due

(I get it)

You got it? No Josh, you forgot it cause you never fixed the problems in the time that was allotted

Cause you're... you're too proud to ever apologize you're so good at playing dumb you're clever with all your lies Cause I knew you didn't change though you said it was otherwise I should've listened to my friends and then left for another guy

Listen I appreciate you admitting that you're wrong

And you're welcome to use me as topic for more songs

But what you don't understand is that you took too long

I don't see why you don't get that I'm trying to move on (move on… move one)


[Voicemail #3]

So, I guess I’ll just ignore you

And act like I don’t know you

Goodbye


[Hook: Steve]


[Interlude: Steve]

And all these memories we've made, I hope you

Forget them all and move on

And all this time we've spent away, I'm afraid

That I can't find a way to make you stay


[Voicemail #4]

Josh…

I love you!


[Freestyle]

I got a lot to say but this is useless when we’re apart cause

It doesn’t matter cause a new kid has your heart

And, I’m a piece of shit, and you knew that from the start

And, you’re a ray of light, and I would use it in the dark

And I hope that you don’t miss me

I hope you backspace all them memories

Everything except for the last thing that you said to me

Arguing and yelling and saying shit we both don’t mean

You swore to me, you hated me, we split and now we’re lonely

I wish you hated me, to be honest

Cause then you would’ve seen to you, I’m so toxic

And I won’t lie, I miss you dearly, I wish you’d see me, I wish you’d hear me

But now you’re happy, I see you clearly

And you’re… without me, although it breaks my heart

Just to see you smile everyday I rather stay apart

And, even if it isn’t me to make you smile anymore

I’m glad you do cause you bring light into this world

Then I wish that I could go back

I know that I had fucked it up ; the words I say

Now it won’t matter cause this is just something dumb

I probably would fade away, and you’ll forget about it