[verse 1]

I'm downing bottles like fuck my liver

I cut my palms to paint a fucking picture

Then i let it all out to suffer quicker

Tell my loved ones that I'm depressed

I try to find god

I'm only finding stress

Always distant cause my minds a mess

Down a bottle of these pills when its time to rest

Like i died in my sleep and i came back

Not many other people here can say that

Believe me when i say that

I didn't pray to god

But he prayed back

And I've seen hell

I've talked to god

I've had hope

I've lost it all

I tried to be an angle

But turned demon when the munts had called

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They make these drugs to take the pain away

So thank the Dr. when they save the day

Dr dr

Thank you

I no longer feel alive

I no longer feel my mind

And all the thoughts i hear inside

Like thank you for numbing me

Memories that fuck with me

Of a girl who's in love with me

Are better with these drugs in me

So lets forget it all together

Lets pretend we saw forever

Let it end

No no no

Fuck that fuck that

Let it end

No

Not ever

[verse 2]

Nightmares on the daily

And dreaming on the nightly

I go to sleep

And wonder why if theres anybody like me

Thats why when i wake up

I always wish i hadn't

Cause id rather die happy in this place that I've imagined

And its said that these things happen

Acid tablets to see past the fact

I might not fucking last in rap

If that happens ill blast a cap

But i think i just like the pain

Yea its a game

Playing tic tac toe

All by myself

Across my veins