Fitzcarraldo

By Hashu

On Kill Your Demons

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I fucking suck at singing

Life is rough


[x2]

And i can't control where my mind goes

Don't know if i should follow it

And if i follow it would you follow me

Ill give all to you

You have all of me

And if i loose my way will you get lost with me


[Verse 1]

I feel the pressure setting in

I think I'm about to explode

So i haven't talked about the days i had a house not a home

But now I'm out and I'm grown

See the whole town at a show

Say fuck it all as far as counseling goes

I almost lost myself trying to save dummies

Who would never try to help

But only take from me

But it didn't make sense not to make money

So I've been starving everyday

To get this cake coming

And now they all talk shit

Like "man this kids a fucking joke"

"he should just give up his hope"

"that shit he makes is nothing dope"

But know you'll never be as good as him

You couldn't put the work in

Excuses you always pull them in

When you were my age you were just partying and fooling in

You seem me and get mad

Because you see where you could've been

I had a dream

And i worked every fucking day

I never cared what people say

Or when they stared because of state

Always working

Hardly eating

Never sleeping

Always dreaming

Always kept a vision with me

When the stress against me began

I don't know moderation

Always working till exhaustion

I've been flowing like a faucet

Trying to earn this fucking boss shit

I was in a fucking coffin 10/10/97

A day later my mom gave birth to a mother fucking legend

Don't you get it i was meant for this shit

Its been a year since somebody said to mess with the kid

I had to prove them all wrong thats what the sentences did

And I'm about to leave this earth

I'm simply ending this shit

I'm trying not to loose my mind

And kill the demons inside

Keep my vision ahead of me

And my dreams on the side of me

Lite a cig and kind of hope

For these thoughts deprived open

For this line that i just wrote

When i'm driving i just choke

Cause i'm drowning in my head

And i'm trying to climb a float

But i struggle even harder when i'm trying to find some hope

Cause i realize that there is none there whole livings is to focus So that don't fucking care

Then i hope that someone cares

I've lost my mind but I followed it

Now I'm all alone and you're the cause of it

You couldn't fall for shit

You never fall for shit

I would've given you everything

Now its all to this


[Katherine]

All i know is that i need to go on by myself


[Hashu]

Get lost trying to find myself

And i never see an angle stepping foot in my hell

They try to tell me that i can't

I try to tell them I'm the man

I'm just sticking to the plan


[Katherine]

How will spaceship add up to all the things I've been through

Look at what you didn't do

Now you say that they've gone miss you

Its to late for that cause i fly up(x2)

A a a

Ill fly away

A a a

Ill fly away

[Hashu}

Way and as the story unfolds

Of a legend in the making

And the story he's told

Just a kid 18 years old

Hes trapped inside the world thats made him cold