Released on February 26, 2021

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[VERSE 1]

I don't wanna get back up again

It feels better staying down

On the cold hard ground

With no one around


[PRE-Chorus]

I can feel the walls start closing in

And I'm not sure if i can begin to heal

I'm sick of hearing about how i'm supposed to feel

And I'm not really sure

If I've been here before

But I'm staying down here


[Chorus]

But how did i get so lost

Lost

If I get back up again

It's just an act of pretend

I'm lost


[VERSE 2]

I'm looking for a pathway in the night

But I'm filled up with doubt

Sticking to the wrong route

I'm about to tap out


[PRE-Chorus]

I can feel the dark times falling in

I don't know if i ever will begin to heal

I'm sick of hearing about how I'm supposed to feel

And I'm not really sure

If I've been here before

But I'm staying down here


[Chorus]

But how did i get so lost

Lost

If I get back up again

It's just an act of pretend

I'm lost


[BRIDGE/OUTRO]

I'm lost

And I don't care how I'm supposed to feel

And in my head it feels so real

This is where I am

And I'm not getting up again