The Same - Intellectual

[Intro]

Every day feels the same, I don't focus too much

Lately I can't hold a thought for maybe more than a second

I run in circles in my mind, should I just hide or complain?

The daily flourish of crutch, I call it drowning too much

It's so sinister lust for interim love in my penmanship, give me a second to hit it

I said, lately I can't hold a thought for more than a second

Like I am begging to my weapon, making finite irrelevant

It's the petal of my orchids like I'm pedaling medicine

Pick a speck of angels feathers, can you weather the storm?

I built this storm for you

Are you bleeding with me

If we bleed we are free

We can swing in fields of daisies, though you'd be happy with a maybe or the truth

They say they love you, goddamn

Goddamn, I can't fucking stand it no more

These thoughts keep rolling, they roll deep in my head, you hear me?

Rolling, rolling, rolling in these laps, I don't feel so intact

Cursive in my mind, should I just cry or be dead? (Damn)

Bury my throne, in my head I'm alone

These thoughts keep rolling, they roll deep in my head (Damn)

Damn, these feelings rolling deep, if I believe in anything, I know I deserve misery

A leaking hands crawls down to my floor

If you dig into the lines, you know that I will be fine

But if you pick apart the words, you know that I'm probably lying

I wrote this song for you to help you cope with abuse

For everything I abuse, know that I'm thinking of you

For every drug that we take to just waste away all our problems

For every burning tear you shed, know that I'm here with you

For every scream that you hear, I will look in my mirror

I will bury my fears to make you feel all okay

I love you all, I know the feeling of just wasting away