Headfirst - Intellectual

[Intro]

I just wanna feel it

I just wanna know it's here

Headfirst to the bottom

Skip ahead to the new year

Asked forever

Now I found it

Cut it out like a bad habit

Playing with your dinner

Call me when you're older

Looking at you is never getting closure

I get contemplative when I know you're not in my bed

It's all the way first in my head

Don't wanna feel you coming closer when the ball drops

You pick me up an hour later back at my spot

Lit cigarette was burning rings into the seat foam

I should know better but I still can't seem to let go

Playing with your dinner

Call mе when you're older

Looking at you honеst

Never getting closure

I get contemplative when I know you're not in my bed

Miss it when the joke lands

Punch you in your red mouth

Dream of getting older

Kicking on the comedown

I feel so frustrated

My baby doesn't want me too

It's something I always knew