[Chorus 1]

Wandering when I'm blind (I'm blind)

Wrestle with these thoughts of mine (No)

Wondering deep inside

If I'm still alive (You know I'm still alive)

[Verse]

Hopeless romantic, perched on the ledge

I tried to chance it, one more step to the edge

And I just can't take it, as I crash into bed

And these bad vibrations reverb through my head

And all the lines become more blurred

Between what I do and don't deserve

And my cry for help becomes more slurred

I can't seem to shake my demons, so perhaps it's best I stay unheard

And the voice inside is deafening

I'm a sinner and I know it, so it's time to face the reckoning

Decades left to suffer through before I reach the morning

Swimming in the codeine but the drank don't give me serotonin, yeah (Yeah, yeah)

Now I'm stuck thinking it was my bad

And I fucking hate the fact that I cannot outrun my past

It was too good to be true, I should have known love wouldn't last

Now I'm forced to reminisce on all that shit we never had

And I just can't shake my thoughts of you, my eyes can't break their gaze from you

Even though I realize that by hurting me, I'm saving you

Don't know where to turn to now that you are not around

I miss your touch, ain't nobody holding me up now

[Chorus 2]

Wandering when I'm blind (No, blind)

Wrestle with these thoughts of mine (Of mine)

Wondering deep inside

If I'm still alive (You know I'm still alive, yeah, yeah)

Wandering when I'm blind (I'm blind)

Wrestle with these thoughts of mine (Oh, no)

Wondering deep inside

If I'm still alive