terrified - Intellectual

[Chorus: hamilton]

Tell me that I'm safe, this is where I wanna stay

'Cause when I'm in your arms all my problems go away

Don't know what to say, it's like my memories erased

Light another blunt and I'ma take it to the face

Girl, I know that I'm a waste, I'm just something in the way

I will never fit in, it's just something in my brain

Smoke away the memories and trip away the pain

Acid in the castle, got it dripping like the rain

Like the rain

Crying on the phone again

I'm alone again, all the walls are closing in

Thought you were my friend until you stabbed my back again

Barely breathing, I don't even know what's happening

I might die tonight, bleed out in the twilight

Scars up on my wrist 'cause I'm terrified of life

Terrified of love even though it is a lie

Felt my soul die when I looked into her eyes

When I looked into her eyes

Felt my soul die when I looked into her eyes

Terrified of life

Terrified of love

Terrified of life

Terrified of love

Terrified, I'm gonna die tonight

Let me lie with you in the afterlife

Ask me if I'm fine, I don't really know

I tried to talk to you but you said "You should really go"

It's been raining but I think that it's turning into snow

Maybe you should stay until I know you won't be cold

Yeah, you've got blood upon your eyes

I thought you said that you weren't killing in the night

Impossible to save you if you wanna die

I couldn't help you even if you were alive