Released on January 17, 2020

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[Verse 1: Halsey]

Standing now, in the mirror that I built myself

And I can't remember why the decision wasn't mine

But it seems I'm only clingin' to an idea now

Took my heart and sold it out to a vision that I wrote myself

And I don't wanna be somebody in America just fighting the hysteria

I only wanna die some days


[Chorus: Halsey]

Someday, someday, when I burst into flames

I'll leave you the dust, my love

Hope a bit of it'll be enough to help remember the

Days when we came to this place

I told you I'd spill my guts, I left you to clean it up

I'm bursting out of the


[Verse 2: Halsey]

Seems like now it's impossible to work this out

I'm so committed to an old ghost town

Is it really that strange if I always wanna change?

And if only the time and space between us wasn't lonely

I'd disintegrate into a thousand pieces

Think I'm makin' a mistake, but if I decide to break

Who will fill the empty space? So...


[Chorus: Halsey]

Now, if I figure this out

Apart from my beating heart

It's a muscle, but it's still not strong enough to carry the

Weight of the choices I've made

I told you I'd ride this out

It's gettin' harder every day

Somehow, I'm burstin' out of myself

[Outro: Halsey & Kate Winslet]

(Ooh, ooh)

(Ooh, ooh)

Too many guys think I'm a concept, or

I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive

I'm just a fucked up girl who's lookin' for my own peace of mind

Don't assign me yours