Terrified - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Bradley Amick, Addie Nicole & Bradley Amick]

Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to

Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you

Finding too much comfort in the darkness, heartless

And now even the sunrises feel dangerous, I hate this

[Pre-Chorus: Addie Nicole]

I can't sleep

I can't breathe

[Chorus: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick]

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself

Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell

My heart's cold, all alone

Fear this harm feels like home

These old bones, don't you know

Fragile and frail

'Cause I can't

Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to

Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you

[Chorus: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick]

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself

Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell

I don't yet know, is this the end of my road

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself

[Bridge: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick, Both]

In the dark

When my head and lights are low

Don't you dare leave me alone

Only then is when I know

My heart has broke

Can't believe the things that I have turned to, turned to

Shame, pain, in the darkness, oh it haunts you, haunts you

In the dark

Where I give up all control

In the dark

Have I given up my soul

[Chorus: Addie Nicole, Bradley Amick]

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself

Oh why, I've been burning up in my hell

I don't yet know, is this the end of my road

'Cause I, I'm terrified of myself

[Post-Chorus: Addie Nicole & Bradley Amick, Bradley Amick]

I don't want to end myself

I'm terrified of myself

I just want to love myself