I’ve never been torn before

Acedia comes in many different forms

I am my own master

Control these bastards (bastards)

Or fall into this grave

This has all come crashing down

Is there anyone out too

Breathe into my lungs

Breathe into my life

Until apathy is...

No more, fuck this mentality

This depression has taken its hold on me

I stare, at this unending pain

Figures black of my tormented twisted life

Twisted life

This oppression's taken hold

It's finally grasped my throat

Win or suffocate until the end

Cause I can't take this vanity

Silent reckoning

Walk the line of sanity

No more, fuck this mentality

This depression has taken its hold on me

I stare, at this unending pain

Figures black of my tormented twisted

Life

Never the same again

Time

Sever to comprehend

My cry

Forever unending

Figures black of my tormented twisted life

This life

I

Can't tolerate

Offer none

Have lost it all

Now

Can't operate

Let myself down

I bid farewell

No more, fuck this mentality

This depression has taken its hold on me

I stare, at this unending pain

Figures black of my tormented twisted

Life

Never the same again

Line

Sever to comprehend

My cry

Forever unending

Figures black of my tormented twisted life