Released on September 2, 2022

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[Verse 1]

Ice blue water

You pull me under

And I can’t pretend I can breathe

You walk right through me

I thought you knew me

But with you

It is never as it seems


[Chorus]

And I don’t want to chase you anymore

I don’t want to find myself at your door

Forget all of the things I said before

Because I don’t want to love you anymore, more


[Verse 2]

Yeah I swim in it

Convinced your indifference

Is only a product of your scars

But every time we get too close

He gains I stand to lose the most

In the riptide of his axis binding spell


[Pre-Chorus]

So I make myself a promise

It’s not worth it being honest

It’s time now to protect myself


[Chorus]

And I don’t want to chase you anymore

Yeah I don’t want to find myself at your door

Forget all of the things I said before

Cause I don’t want to love you anymore


[Bridge]

I needed a reason

Throw me overboard

Throw me

I needed to

See his heart

Clearly

And the shards of glass

That always cut me


[Outro]

So I don’t really chase him anymore

At times I thought he’d show up at my door

And say I’m sorry for the things I did before

I tried but couldn’t love you like you deserve