Do It Differently - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Where are the people whose love is unconditional

Let family down, and they want me gone a criminal

Dropping the ball so much, it's wild, I'm in the game

Then I remember multiverses know my name, uh

Not a photo, I'm a Ghost, go find me up in the air

I'm a kid pro, I get in your head, there a big joke, never catch me yet

Tell me I'm wrong when I hear y'all say a hero is a person you want dead

Moving so slow, when I win go next, saving all those who give no respect

Demonize me in your mind

Just one truth, it's yours not mine

When I leave it's 'cause it's time

To heal

The hurt I've dealt with all these years

To you must seem like teenage tears

The ones I loved have so much hate

For this side of me

I'm done with all the fear and pain, the sorrow, the sorrow

I'd slam the doors and scream until you'd follow, but there's no lifeline

I know I've made my choices, my mistakes over and over, over

But I'll fight until I can't see a tomorrow to do it differently this time

Doing my best all the time, and it ends up with them falling

Always guessing does it count if I'm lost at my true calling

Maybe it changed along the way am I delusional?

Bad for everyone, my actions always prove it all

Let me sink 'till I'm too deep

Keeping warm in memories

If I go, one day you'll see

What you've thrown away

I'm done with all the fear and pain, the sorrow, the sorrow

I'd slam the doors and scream until you'd follow, but there's no lifeline

I know I've made my choices, my mistakes over and over, over

But I'll fight until I can't see a tomorrow to do it differently this time

Think you'll stop me? Good or bad, it haunts me

Past the point of caring, they see someone that's long gone in my face

Take the rules and bend them 'till I shatter them all

Can't help it because

I'm done with all the fear and pain, the sorrow, the sorrow

I'd slam the doors and scream until you'd follow, but there's no lifeline

I know I've made my choices, my mistakes over and over, over

But I'll fight until I can't see a tomorrow to do it differently this time