[Verse 1 - Hailey B]

I’ve never felt so lost before

They say it’s all in due time, I suppose

But you never really know, how far you will go

'till you get with that one person

That make you really wanna go, as far as you can

There's no limit on the mind, illthought

Small step for man, one giant leap for mankind

But we don’t look where we fall

And half the time we fallen into a hole

With no way to climb out, though and

I’m really sorry it turned out this way

I’m really sorry you began to feel some type of way

So you fade away, and drive away, instead of being with me you’d rather ride a tidal wave or motherfucking hurricane

[Verse 2 - Hailey B]

And now I guess everythings just gonna be gray

I’m sorry it even hurts to me say

But I can hardly get through the day

My happiness has gone far away

I don’t even know if I’m okay

I'm kinda just here breathing, not even really thinking, my mind keeps sinking and I keep drinking

I hate alcohol but, it keeps me from reasoning with nyx who wants to kill a bitch

Sick of existing, disappearing sounds so appealing

I’ll pretend to be kidding

Sitting here wondering if any of you actually know what I’m thinking

Suicide has never really left the mind of those who lied and claimed they were fine

Its hard to see but theres always a fine line

Rest in peace to Freddy E

Where do you think I got the idea to add the B

Its true, Hailey B is nothing without Freddy E

Got Sca-Roll Anthem on repeat, rest in peace, please

[Verse 3 - Hailey B]

Sometimes shit just doesn’t get better

You just gotta find a way to cope

Until the day they take you out on a stretcher

I swear to god the days I can't get myself together

Are the days I regret, I just feel so under pressure

Whoever tells me to just get over my depression

Has never suffered, or ever felt oppression

I'm gonna sound like a bitch, but that shits offensive

I keep all my demons on the inside, but sometimes, when I cry, they try and creep and get a peek of the outside

It’s just so hard to hide

A year ago, I never thought I’d see today

Suicide, just so unsatisfied, I felt disqualified from life

So, I’m sorry for the days I can't pretend to be happy

Just know I'm still tryin'

I’ve come a long way, I don’t need your sympathy

I've mastered the art of lying and

Convincing you that I'm okay