Released on March 13, 2020

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Let the smoke hit the back of my throat

Ice melt in my mouth as I choke

The spinning of thoughts and loosening of words

Diluted and alcohol soaked

Each whispered word sends you further away

As our heads become wise our bodies decay

I’m sent to a place where taste is on sale

I’m secretly hoping to watch your body fail

Today I’ll be consumed with regret

Or consume until I’m forced to forget

I’ll flatten my feelings, distract and detach

But this cycle I’ll never outstep

I’m falling apart at the seams

But what’s worse is it seems that you’re pulling the thread

And all the attempts to regress that I make

Are just kicks to a hornet’s nest

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it

I’m thinking of you when I speak of the things

That we’ll do in the ground when we’re dead

I’m standing my ground on the points that I made

When you seemed to have no interest

I’m falling apart at the seams

But what’s worse is it seems that you’re pulling the thread

And all the attempts to regress that I make

Are just kicks to a hornet’s nest

I’m falling apart at the seams

But what’s worse is it seems that you’re pulling the thread

And all the attempts to regress that I make

Are just kicks to a hornet’s nest

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, push it

Push it down, push it

I’m in a hole, I’m down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, Push it down

Push it down, push it