I'm going through cycles

They keep me on a spiral

I'm walking on tightropes

I'm so sick of this, I'm-

I'm so sick

Of all of this bullshit

I need to start over

I need to start over, over

I'm so sick

Of all of this bullshit

I need to start over

I need to start over, over

Yeah

Lately I've been trying to find my purpose

Cause I've been feeling so damn lost

I feel worthless

Trying to figure out if this whole thing

Has ever really been worth it

I just self sabotage all the fuckin time

And I don't really know

What's going on in my mind

But I'm just trying to find a way to get a new start

Before I keep this up and I just tear myself apart

I'm going through cycles

They keep me on a spiral

I'm walking on tightropes

I'm so sick of this, I'm-

I'm so sick

Of all of this bullshit

I need to start over

I need to start over, over

I'm so sick

Of all of this bullshit

I need to start over

I need to start over, over

Yeah

I'm trying not to suffocate

I'm drowning in these thoughts

That I just can't escape (Yeah)

It's really been taking a toll on my soul

That's why I seek a change

Before I go and lose control

A lot people seem to really wanna help

But they don't even know

The cards that I've been dealt

So I just gotta go

And fight this on my own

Before my name ends up on a gravestone

I'm going through cycles

They keep me on a spiral

I'm walking on tightropes

I'm so sick of this, I'm-

I'm so sick

Of all of this bullshit

I need to start over

I need to start over, over

I'm so sick

Of all of this bullshit

I need to start over

I need to over, over

Yeah