Maybe I'm icarus

Up and coming

Ambitiouns so much higher than what it seems that I am becoming

Everytime i fall in love i just end up running

And I've been staring at the sun and it feels like I'm burning but no

I'm not here to be ridiculed

Everybody so cynical

Call for a miniscule

Ounce of respect

But every moment is spent

I'm a different kind of unkind

Selfishness roams in my mind

Exclusively blind to any and all binds

I'm just holding on so i can leave at any time

It's called control

I'm in control

I'm in control

Used to cry at things minimal

Now detrimental atrocities don't affect my mental

I'm like a wall but still transparent

I'm like a kid but still apparent

I don't break but there's always cracks

Look away act like i don't notice that

Nothing matters we're all just matter

An atom a speck, minuscule moment through an incredible trek

All of my issues i never paid a care for any of that

Looking at everything as a memory far back

But i mean while in the present i look at it as a moment a moment fleeting and nothing important that's worth being upset about

I'm feeling nothing, don't let it out

I'm too logical and it drowns it out

But maybe it's for the better

Cause i don't feel that it matters

All of these miniscule matters

All of these miniscule matters

It just doesn't matter

I don't wanna believe

Don't care about the moments happen to me

I wanna believe

This is all pointless you see

I'm in control, I'm in control

Of my feelings

Maybe that’s why I don’t feel anything at all

So far in the future that I'm past time

People take away control in their pass time

I've been wasting all my time in my past life

I don't see a future, living in a past lie

I'm so lost and confused and out of luck

I'm begging for control but, don't get enough

I'm not in my element

I'm sorry, this is my last line