Are we forever

Are we more than that?

When the credits roll

Will it fade to black?

Do you still love me

A ghost I see

I can't believe

I haven't heard from you

In what, I think like a week

Why is it confusing being in love

Why do I see you as above?

Why are you superior

Why is nothing ever clear

Why do feel cowardly

When feelings I have come to me

I miss you when you are around me

Why am I in misery

Whenever you I cannot see

Would you come by if I complied

To all your wishes

Would you love me more if I acted more faceless

If i didn't show my worries, didn't need all of this reassurance

Feel like a burden, am I

Are you in a hurry, can I

Talk to you about my past

And all the troubles in the span of

My whole life since I was cast

To play the kid that nobody liked

My own image of my self

Is abysmal

Confidence small

I need us to communicate

Instead of leaving it all up to fate

You know I hate to guess

I'm not the best at being optimistic

Pessimistic thoughts keep entering

And staying, while I'm laying awake

Thinking why, this and that

Never white it is black

I'm in tar sinking lower and lower

Into negative assumptions

I wish I could show her

How awful I feel but she'll get angry

And real and then break up with me

Cause what she will see is that I'm unhappy with her but in reality

I'm unhappy cause barely together

I'm in love with her, I'm happy with her, but then without her, joy does not occur

It does not occur

I wish that you would pick up your phone

And you would more often be home

And I

Don't feel alive without you

So please come back

Please be right here and

Please be that which I need to be happy

Please don't leave me

Please don't go away now

Please don't leave me

Please don't leave

Cause I need you so