Does it even matter what I say anymore

Does it even matter if I still wanna be yours

Does it (does it, does it)

Even matter what I say

You can't even hear me anyway

(You can't even hear me anyway)

I miss you so much

Please come back to me

Was alive in a dream

Lived in a fantasy

Lived in a fantasy

I was so high up in the sky

Living a lie

Living a lie

The worst part was no warning

Early in the morning, I read

You are gone and it's all dead, it's over

You bet, feelings were swarming

I couldn't see, cloudy as can be

I couldn't believe, thought it was going well

But now I know, no

On a note, was the truth

Wanted to, leave a clue

Over 3 months overdue

Now the world was changing hue

I got no clue

I got no clue

You were seeing blue

Why couldn't I tell

That it wasn't going well

How did you hide it so well

Why did you hide it so well

Why did you hide it so well