[Intro]

People make life a complicated hell

So I'll just have focus on myself

[Verse 1]

None bloom like kanye west

Black narcissus

Polar opposites, hurt each other

The people just like each other still hurt each other

The mental anguish genetic or raised

If you’re insulted or praised, I need to ask, you ok?

Optimist but this is abysmally simplistic, any of this stick?

God I hope it just clicks

I'm failing, I'm stupid and nobody here really want to help me

They just make fun of me, for the whole class to see

Plus my gradеs are bad

And I just can’t see the use of thеre

I just wanna figure out how to be happy

[Chorus]

Cause I'm always in my head

You will never see (yuh)

See the bigger picture

But you won't believe (yuh)

You think I'm an idiot

That's what you think

I'm just focused on the things

That you don't even think

No, you don't really know

Where I’m gonna go so

Go, now you’re on a roll

It won't take a toll

On my soul, when you just say "bro"

I already know, I know

You’ll just make feel worse

[Verse 2]

Aunt Aundra called

She's said she's appalled

Heard you had a falling out with yourself involved

Your own battery, was unflattering

You dropped to 0 when you hit the floor

Please listen to the others telling you to love each other

You and the mirror just need to see each other clearer

You're always just a problem breather

And neither is worse than the other you’re both enough for each other

Treat yourself like your own mother

You're both just own twin brother

So love the other you

[Bridge]

Sky is clear but it's still raining on me

Laying on grass it's so sharp, see?

The sun is shining, it's so cold

Won a medal it's not real gold

If my life is just a film

This part is dragging on

Can we skip to the good part?

When does the story start?

[Chorus]

Cause I'm always in my head

You will never see (yuh)

See the bigger picture

But you won't believe (yuh)

You think I'm an idiot

That's what you think

I'm just focused on the things

That you don't even think

No, you don't really know

Where I'm gonna go so

Go, now you're on a roll

It won't take a toll

On my soul, when you just say "bro"

I already know, I know

You'll just make feel worse

[Bridge]

I always hit rewind

That's the only way to find

Things to care about

Now there's only doubt

I don't take risks

Even though I should

This movie sucks

When is the good part?

Where's the stakes and the resolutions?

Where's the good conclusion?

There's no form of confusion?

Or mystery, it's only me

[Verse 3]

Yeah finally I'm me

Better than used to be

Medication, meditation, inclination

I'm on vacation as I

Can work for more than an hour or two

Can finally do what I'm meant to do

No longer live on queue's

I can now pay my due

Phew

I'm not in prison, in misery, living life through quick differences, always shifting from thing to thing

My potential is mine to bring

And now I can finally think

I am no longer on the brink

Of a burnout like everyday

I can finally live my day

Full

[Chorus]

Cause I'm always in my head

You will never see (yuh)

See the bigger picture

But you won't believe (yuh)

You think I'm an idiot

That's what you think

I'm just focused on the things

That you don't even think

No, you don't really know

Where I'm gonna go so

Go, now you're on a roll

It won't take a toll

On my soul, when you just say "bro"

I already know, I know

You'll just make feel worse