Released on November 24, 2017

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[Verse 1]:

From long time Guv done stack rhymes

If you never had a clue, better fact find

And yeah I got a crew, no gang signs

But I’m praying the crew never capsize

Whatever the weather, I’m on that grind

No trapline, just a rap guy

I gotta get it together, it’s been a mad time

Ain’t been the same since my Dad died

I been anti, yeah I got struggles too

Caught off guard, heart cut in two

I’m in the car with his CD, running tunes

He told me he loved me, I love him too

I don’t really know what to do

My heart broke that day in the hospital

God puts to use what he puts us through

But it's hard sometimes tryna trust the route

I’m a man of the house, tryna hold it down

My brain's a mess when I stroll around

I wanna try my best, but I don’t know how

Dad’s in heaven, I wanna make him proud

I wanna raise the roof, I wanna shake the ground

But I can't forget that he ain’t around

I’m skipping sleep cos my thoughts are loud

But I’m digging deep, tryna sort it out

[Hook]:

Ups, I’ve had downs

I’ve been stuck, I’ve come round

I don’t just thank God in the good times

Blud I thank him when it goes south

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday

Them days might go great

But if Friday, Saturday, Sunday ain't

Just know that I still thank Him everyday

Everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday

Just know that I still thank Him everyday

Everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday

Just know that I still thank Him everyday

[Verse 2]:

(Where were you?)

Where were you when I crashed my car?

I was 21, driving home from Hackney

Black whip riding the back streets

Music blasting, probably a rap beat

Starting snowing, it was a mad ting

Car skidded and driven into a fat tree

Badly, Cat D, family

Where were you when I had no peace

I had no self esteem and I had no dreams

Raised in the belly of the beast

Doors were shut, we never had no keys

Try and step steady in the east

Cars couldn’t get them on a lease

Everybody beefs

Drugs they sell 'em on the streets, family

Where were you when I lost my faith?

I lost my self belief and I lost my way

I woke up, couldn’t stop my pain

Tears I cried, they washed my face

It’s like they locked that cage

Couldn’t stop that rain

Came pouring down and it blocked my lane (family)

Family, where were you when I -

[Hook]:

Ups, I’ve had downs

I’ve been stuck, I’ve come round

I don’t just thank God in the good times

Blud I thank him when it goes south

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday

Them days might go great

But if Friday, Saturday, Sunday ain't

Just know that I still thank Him everyday

Everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday

Just know that I still thank Him everyday

Everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday

Just know that I still thank Him everyday