Better Me - Intellectual

[Verse 1: guccihighwaters]

Too many problems

I got no options

Another summer

Imma fall in the autumn

If you're my home

Then my heart is like the centerpiece

Crawling on my corpse

Eating at it like a centipede

I wish I got a call back

Laying on your porch like a doormat

Dormant I'm inside it's storming

Thin walls you hear my recordings

Wrong place wrong time

I got the wrong mind

I'm in too deep

I gotta rewind

I'm chasing a feeling

Neglecting my instinct

I know that you think about him when you kiss me

Laugh it off

She don't fuck with me unless I tap it raw

Baby that's my job

I break that jaw

Insurance got it covered

Got a really good idea

Keep it hidden from your mother

[Verse 2: softheart]

I just ran out

I need more now

Screaming at it like he boutta tear the door down

There's parts of my head I won't explore now

And I think of you

And I'm just looking at the floor now

Mistrusting

Lift me when I fall then drop me

If you want it to stop then stop me

I promise you girl that monsters not me

Its so much different when you look

On the outside

All good on the outside

But look on the inside

Nothing makes sense

Find me catching a high

Somewhere in my head

Yeah were all just tryna get by

Work until I'm dead

At night I swear I see faces on the edge of my bed

I tried my best still it just turned out less

Smoke up in my breath help lift up all of my stress

Baby trust me when you left

You don't know what that meant

[Chorus: softheart & guccihighwaters]

Trust me

Its just too damn hard to love me

No one to count on its just me

Move on start a new

Sounds lovely

Too good to be true

It must be

I burned

All your accessories

My head

Still has all the memories

I tried

All types of therapy

Still I can't

Can't find a better me