[Intro: Now, Now]

Calling

For the last time

Caught a glimpse of it

Through shifted eyes

[Verse: guardin]

I see them lookin' at me

From right outside of my window

I see the monsters that creep

They lurk when I'm sparkin' my indo

Hold in the smoke 'til I choke

I won't breathe 'til they exit my airways

Copin' by hopin' tomorrow is better

I dwell in the stairway

Fuck it, I just wanna drive

I love the feeling of feeling alive

Do you ever contemplate suicide?

Falling asleep on his shoulder while I

Cry in my pillow alone in my bed

Smother the sounds of the voice in my head

Losin' my voice so I speak with a pen

Writing agendas so I can pay rent

This is my life

This is not shit you could cut with a knife

No tension here but the stress is as thick as the buds

I've been breakin' and smokin' all night

Why do I write all about me?

Why can't you see all the things that I see?

Am I alive? Is my brain just pullin' tricks on me?

Get out alive or just live in a dream

Sorry I suck

I'm full of shit, I do not give a fuck

I got disorders in folders inside of me, tucked

Undiagnosed but I know I am fucked

Up in my head

Writing about it again and again

It's gettin' hard to write songs about flowers

When showers are cold and my phone's always dead

(Phone's always dead)

[Chorus: guardin]

I think that I'm fine

When I'm alone in my

Bed with my bong packed tight

My throat's been sore all night

Sip that water quick

Before you might get sick

Tacks and thorns will prick

My words will never stick

[Outro: guardin & Now, Now]

(Calling)

Oh, my words will never stick

(For the last time)

Oh, my words will never stick

(Caught a glimpse of it)

My words will never stick

(Through shifted eyes)