Pain & Panic

By guardin

Released on April 1, 2017

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[Intro]


[Wishing, oh?]


[Wishing, oh?]


[Wishing, oh?]


[Wishing, wishing wishing wishing whishing, oh?]


[Verse 1: guardin]

It's "Mr. trapped inside his head" again

Lookin' for the antidote I find beneath the lendacin

Embedded in the rest of 'em lacks cardiac development

He's searchin' for his heart, homie, that's just fuckin' definite

Found and lost inside a pawn

An obsidian abyss with a beautiful white swan

Rigor mortis got me rock stiff but I carry on

Followin' the metronome

'Til these thoughts are finally gone, ha

Polaroid inside my palm

I've been shoutin' verses 'bout you on this viral Intercom

Mistaken 'bout what I'm takin', this marijuana is bomb

But, baby, my mind's diminished, I'm finished writin' this song


[Bridge]

Grip the hands of all these fiends

I'ma lie to myself 'cause my life is but a dream

Been forsaken from the get-go like a gecko in the stream

There's pollution in this water, I've been sippin' heavy cream, mother

Fuck


[Verse 2: Flowars]

Holy

Say, Satan

I've been waitin', losin' my patience

Tryna [?] make his way in Hell

And Mary trailing parries from the wilted-eating wasteland

She my face in water, facin' my usual self

My paranoia is a passable blunt

And [?] might as well just pass for a knife

I used to say it's worth it to drop dead for your wife

But now I changed my mind

I check with the right stripes

Sweaters in late nights

On telephone brake lights

[?] white lights

Twelve beneath the surface like the devil in a circus

But imperfect with a merchant's passin' posies out the posers

Catchin' clovers from stoners, rollin' boulders over shoulders


[Verse 3: guardin]

And when I'm altering my state I begin to suffocate

The mere thoughts that don't relate

Submerging the iridescence and messin' with what I hate

I simply just complain, I'm takin' a leap of faith

Fuck it

Flyin' high when I swore I stepped

Come corrected, don't come with that shit you wept

I'm fuckin' focused on succeeding

Dreamin' 'bout a life with meaning

But I'll never ever read it with my terror intervenin'

Big dawg when I swallow my pride

Have you ever fuckin' contemplated quantum suicide?

Amplify every sense and drench yourself in iodine

Realigning every chakra 'til you're feelin' satisfied

Lie in bed and just forget

You're as tasteless as a crushed Camel Menthol cigarette

Seven days until you're okay 'cause you're formin' a duet

That'll surely watch the sunrise as it paints my silhouette, yeah


[Outro: Flowars]

Ashes, we all fall down

One last king and one last crown

But one more thing is that one last sound

A breathless little whisper couldn't care to confound the

Empathy to apathetics is as scarce as the now

We're scared to be pathetic but then we just dawdle around

Hardly stretchin' out our hands for the broken and found

And the useful won a chance to be less than a mount

But just keep countin' your cash and let 'em all drown

Nigga, I don't give a fuck, we can let 'em all drown

It ain't on my conscience

It ain't on my conscience