nevermind

By guardin

On lacuna

Released on October 28, 2017

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[Intro: Hammy]

Notmorgn

Cracks in my heart

Used to be light, now it's dark

Didn't have any cracks at the start

Now I turn all my pain into art

All my pain into—


[Verse 1: Hammy]

Cracks in my heart, crackin' and tearin' apart

The feelin' of warmth in your arms

3 a.m., I'm dreamin' of stars, they doubt I'll go far

They hate, but they fake who they are

They think they hard, they think they this and they that

They pull up, I know it's an act

Why they all talkin' like that? I think it's wack

Some nights I still want her back

Some nights I toss and I turn, dreamin' of her

Wake up in the morning, I'm hurt

Fuck what they saying, fuck what they heard

They can all go and eat dirt

Making me question my worth

Why am I here on this Earth?

Am I just wasting my time?

Should I just quit with the rhymes?

Say, "Fuck it," and leave it behind, wait, nevermind

Wait, nevermind, kill me to leave it behind

Think of you all of the time

Can't get you out of my mind

Look in your eyes and I die every time

I'm losing the battle inside

Sit in the corner and cry

Still feel the pain from your lies

So I'ma smoke 'til I'm high

Blowin' out dope 'tll I die


[Bridge: Hammy]

(Blowin' out dope 'til I die)

(Blowin' out dope 'til I die)


[Verse 2: guardin]

Fuck today and fuck tomorrow ('Morrow)

I'm just living in this perpetual sorrow (Sorrow)

Rainy days inside my brain are all I know

I can never let it go, fuck it up just like a pro (Like a pro)

Propaganda, panorama, all these people I don't trust (I don't trust)

Got my eyes inside the pinnacle, the cynical disgust (Cynical disgust)

On the surface I'ma surpass, swallowing up all the dust (All the dust)

But beneath the flesh, I'm focused, and I'm prayin' I don't combust (Don't combust)

Hypothetically, a nuisance with the noose inside my clutch ('Side my clutch)

I've been standin' on the edge so long, afraid of givin' up (Givin' up)

Feelin' useless as the clues I'm swallowin' inside my cup ('Side my cup)

Trippin' over all these corners, short of breath, I'm throwin' up (Thowin' up)


[Chorus: guardin]

Yeah, I've been tryin' my best (Tryin' my best)

Wakin' up like every mornin' with a gun to my chest, I'm (My chest)

Growin' tired, I ain't gettin' any rest, yeah (Any rest)

I guess I'm just stressed (Just stressed)