[Verse 1]

What's it like to be me?

Think I finally got the answer if you wanted to see

Take a look in my mirror 'cause it's shittin' on me

Like a pigeon to a branch when I be up in the trees

Pick me up with the breeze

Take me far away from here 'cause I don't like what I see

Constantly contemplating if I really believe

All the feelings that I'm feeling, lately, life is a dream

But not a good one, really it's a nightmare

We could hit the park, but I don't really wanna bike there

Heard you like my music, but the way you treat me's not fair

I address the issue, you sell my address for flight fare

And I'm scared, but justifying that is hard, and I swear

My focus isn't on it, but I caught it in my sights there

20/20 vision, 2020's been a nightmare

We comin' full circle, ain't nobody fuck with my square

[Chorus]

Swallow all of that Moscato

You said you wanna get fucked up

So tip back the whole bottle

I feel fucking ugly, all my friends lookin' like models

The internet got my perception skewed full throttle

Swallow all of that Moscato

You said you wanna get fucked up

So tip back the whole bottle

I feel fucking ugly, all my friends lookin' like models

The internet got my perception skewed full throttle

[Verse 2]

I locked myself inside my basement

Smoked 'til I got faded, must get back to basics

Take a shot of Bourbon, give yourself a fucking facelift

I'll work on the album all damn night until I make it

And you can probably hear the frogs

In the background of this song

While they're swimming in the pond

'Cause I just moved out of my mom's

I got everything I want

I ain't even gotta flaunt

'Cause it's weird shit like couches from the '80s

Lights that star the ceiling and make it look kinda spacey

Books about The Cure or poetry from Ali Malee

And some charcoal-colored towels in my bathroom for my baby

Yeah, it's crazy the life that music made me

My problems still exist, but I got space to calm the shaking

Anxiety don't own me anymore, ain't that amazing?

The focus is the future and the mornings I'll be waking

[Outro]

(All of that Moscato) Ayy, ayy, ayy

I said "G-U-A-R-D-I-N

 guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again"

Like G-U-A-R, ayy, ayy

G-U-A-R-D-I-N

 guardin's how you say it and I'll say it again, ayy