She took a late night flight to upstate where her mom was from

Didn′t care where she was going just knew she had to be far gone

She gets confused by how she feels when on the internet

And thought a taste of foreign lands would feel like home but it don't yet

I wanna stay

Back at the start

I miss the days when we′d walk along walk along

I was out of my head

I couldn't be there when you needed

Selfish and defeated

Though I was trying my best

I couldn't bе there when you needеd me

I took a red-eye out to Paris back to California

To find my head up in the clouds while I was waiting on ya

To find your way back home from a party down in Arizona state

She probably hanging out with people that she hates

She walked away

Left me in the stars

Lost in space

Now I′m sleeping on sleeping on Mars

I was out of my head

I couldn′t be there when you needed

Selfish and defeated

Though I was trying my best

I couldn't pick up all the pieces

Blame it on my weakness

Something′s got a hold on me

It's the man in the mirror that I want to be

I was out of my head

I couldn′t be there when you needed me

We could talk then she'd go walking up all night til eight o′clock

Hit a wall and I keep falling down

I won't stop unless you want to

Time and space my world is haunted

Hit a wall and I'm still falling down

I was out of my head

I couldn′t be there when you needed

Selfish and defeated

I was trying my best

I couldn′t pick up all the pieces

Blame it on my weakness

Something's got a hold on me

It′s the man in the mirror that I want to be

I was out of my head

I couldn't be there when you needed me