[Verse 1]

I can't justify the things that I have done

And all my past is what I am running from

I try to figure out the reason I am here

But no, I don't know why I live my life in fear

I ignore and I avoid my fate

But how long can I hold onto all this empty space?

I know what I have to do to open my eyes

A live-or-die showdown between me and this life

[Chorus]

And I don't know if I can accept

What's really just been all my life

An epic standoff between

What I think is real and all the lies

[Verse 2]

I live in denial, can't accept my fate

And I try everything to cope with all this pain

And in reality, the only thing I fear

Is not finding anything before I disappear

[Refrain]

Everything is gonna be okay (Gotta tell myself)

Just gotta take it day to day (Gotta tell myself)

Everything is gonna be alright (Gotta tell myself)

I just can't run away (Gotta tell myself)

Everything that I am working to (Gotta tell myself)

Everything that I am trying to do (Gotta tell myself)

Has got nothing to do with you

I'll be okay

I'll face every single fear I've ever had today

[Chorus]

And I don't know if I can accept

What's really just been all my life

An epic standoff between

What I think is real and all the lies

[Bridge]

Nothing I say or do is ever gonna make me see

That stuff ain't up to me

Nothing's changing me

Just let me be

[Refrain]

Everything is gonna be okay

Just gotta take it day to day

Everything is gonna be alright

I just can't run away

[Chorus]

An epic standoff between

What I think is real and all the lies

[Outro]

Nothing I say or do is ever gonna make me see

That stuff ain't up to me

Nothing's changing me

Just let it be