Coke Fiend

By Grotesque

Released on October 12, 2013

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[Verse 1]

I know it's been a minute since I dropped a new track

But ain't shit changed, homie, here's a news flash

I'd still fuck Nova Rockafeller's smooth ass

And I still think Shizzy Sixx is a douche bag

What? You 'bout to hate on me for speakin' my mind

For writing down the way that I feel to finish it off completing the rhyme

Nothing's what I'm leaving behind, meaning it's time

They let me off my leash while I'm beastin' a rhyme, reaching my prime

Back down you don't wanna go against tainted air

If only you knew all the pain I was dealt and the way that I felt when I was made aware

And to this day it was buried away, I don't even know why they would take me there

They sure as hell thought they could make me scared crushed every dream and daily prayer

Why? Why they gotta tear me down today

Why? Why I drink on Jack to drown away

Why? Why I sip on liqour down the drain

Found a way to douse the pain, fuck anybody who doubts my name


[Hook]

Cause I'm so dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend

Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with Codeine

I'm so dope that you think I was a coke fiend

Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein

I'm so dope, that you think I was a coke fiend

Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with codeine

So dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend

Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein


[Verse 2]

I never set my goals high where the days go with no pain

So how would I take a break and then come back showin' no gain?

But every song is cocaine, lit matches and propane

Oh hey, speakin' of which my fire is my flow game

What the fuck, why was I placed here?

Probably so I could face fear, thinkin' that my fates near

So I could get ready to feast but yet my plates clear

Erased years from my life chasin' faint cheers

Oh wow, everybody really thinks that I sold my soul now

Between the shows and videos they think that I hold the gold crown

So proud, rippin' a flow so easy show the whole crowd

Raise my voice, gotta go so hard now I'm flowing so loud

What the fuck, rap is such a joke now

Bragging about the hoes when half you rappers probably go down

Fuck every local artist claimin' Chicago is yo town

Got a problem with me call me out and we can throw down


[Hook]

Cause I'm so dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend

Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with Codeine

I'm so dope that you think I was a coke fiend

Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein

I'm so dope, that you think I was a coke fiend

Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with codeine

So dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend

Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein


[Verse 3]

A yo lately I'll admit that I been slippin' out

Sippin' out the bottle contemplatin' on a different rout

Wish that I fixed the shit that I did so my girl didn't have to sniff it out

Wish that it didn't count, live with doubt, always trip and shout

24 and I'm still living in the basement

All my years of patience with music, it feels I wasted

Sick of makin' payments the bottom feels adjacent

Sick of chasin' dreams and I never feel complacent

Tell me what you say to a man who doesn't give a shit

Nope, not a little bit, oh, I'm so ignorant

Tell me something that I don't know stupid

I was in a decent mood but now it's "Oh so ruined"

Now I catch myself hoping for the days end

Scrounging money all around me just to pay rent

Here's a penny for my thoughts, if you could take cents

I doubt myself and it doesn't even make sense


[Hook]

Cause I'm so dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend

Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with Codeine

I'm so dope that you think I was a coke fiend

Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein

I'm so dope, that you think I was a coke fiend

Poppin' OxyContins, drop 'em down with codeine

So dope that you'd think I was a coke fiend

Mixing Oxy with Codeine like it was protein