ENVY

By Grigaal

Released on November 2024

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[Intro]

Grigaal on the track

12 november 2024

A normal day in zabka


[Chorus]

Went to Żabka on a break, yeah, it’s a scene

Saw those girls I was checking on the hallway, clean

Steppin’ out the store, they in front, walkin’ mean

One says another’s crushin’ on me, that’s the dream


[Verse 1]

In the halls, I’m stressin’, yeah, I’m stressin’, don’t care for the flirt

It’s envy, I’m confessin’, makes my stomach hurt

They ask my name, I say it’s the deadname, still in the game

Keepin’ it low, don’t want no fame, but they don’t know my real name

Got thе vibe, it’s platonic, but I feel that envy rise

I’m not fallin’ for thеse girls, just watchin’ ‘em pass by

It’s a mix of inspiration, confusion in the mind

Chasin’ the look, the passin’, the beauty I can’t find


[Chorus]

Went to Żabka on a break, yeah, it’s a scene

Saw those girls I was checking on the hallway, clean

Steppin’ out the store, they in front, walkin’ mean

One says another’s crushin’ on me, that’s the dream


[Verse 2]

They ask my name again, no clue what’s goin’ on

I’m keepin’ it tight, deadname still on my tongue

Platonic vibes, yeah, but envy’s what I’m feelin’

I’m not tryna go down, just watchin’ them dealin’

Library vibes, basement too, we crossin’ paths

I’m lookin’ at them, they lookin’ back, like I’m missin’ the laughs

But I’m stressin’ ‘bout what others say, in confusion, no play

‘Cause I’m tryna fit in, but I’m stuck in my way


[Bridge]

Dysphoria’s a mess, a mix of dreams and envy

I want what they have, but I’m stuck with this identity

Gotta fix the look, get it right for the passin’

But for now, I’m just pretendin’, got the vibe steady blastin’


[Chorus]

Went to Żabka on a break, yeah, it’s a scene

Saw those girls I was checking on the hallway, clean

Steppin’ out the store, they in front, walkin’ mean

One says another’s crushin’ on me, that’s the dream


[Outro]

Confused with what’s real, envy in the feels

Platonic but still, I’m chasin’ what’s unreal

Deadname in my mouth, but I’m workin’ it out

Watch me take the crown, once I figure it out

Confused with what’s real, envy in the feels

Platonic but still, I’m chasin’ what’s unreal

Deadname in my mouth, but I’m workin’ it out

Watch me take the crown, once I figure it out