[Chorus: GrewSum]

I’ve been watchin', waitin', hopin' for somethin' to make me whole

Always wonderin', thoughts keep runnin' through my skull 'til I lose control

[Verse 1: Joey Oz]

Can someone tell me where my mind went?

Cause I can’t seem to find it

It’s music and making money and the money that I spent

Has got me stuck here with nothing, and look, ain't even a dime left

And my rent is broke just like I’m buried to my neck

And my dent, but gentlemen, I'm out on the grind

Yet something in me screamin' “don't let it die yet"

So I've been sittin' at this fucking desk so long my damn spine bent

Trying to get the pieces to fit

Goddamn it , I feel like I’m ready to snap

I’ve been giving it everything that I have

Over half my life wrapped in these fucked up raps

I've been in the dirt, there be someone I'm burning 'em up and murdering tracks, still in traps

Searching for some other way to get over the scabs

That’s where I’ve been, 'til I make it, this is where I’m at

I’m here to feed off this plate and I ain't leavin' no scraps

No matter whatever I'm thinking or speaking, I'm the inevitable, y'all better believe in the reason I exist, I-I-I-I can't, fuck no man

[Chorus: GrewSum]

I’ve been watchin', waitin', hopin' for somethin' to make me whole

Always wonderin', thoughts keep runnin' through my skull 'til I lose control

[Verse 2: Bloke C]

This town is breaking me down

I’ve been screamin' so loud but you ain’t hearin' my sound

Go on these rounds, tryna buckle it down

Wanna see me high, but I live in the ground

Like a ghost in this game, I don’t feel it the same

Ain’t nobody hear me, they ain’t speakin' my name

Try to bring change and they look at me strange

Keep it the same man, simple and plain

I’m speakin' from the heart man, not for the charts

Let the beat speak to me every time that it starts

Then I just pop off, no, this ain’t a pop song

This is my life, I don’t know when and where I went wrong

Pretty grim outlook, I ain’t get no handbook

Look at me now, gettin' everything that you took

Hatin' on my motivation, this is demonstrated

Stayin' on my grind and I know you fucking hate it (yeah)

[Chorus: GrewSum]

I’ve been watchin', waitin', hopin' for somethin' to make me whole

Always wonderin', thoughts keep runnin' through my skull 'til I lose control

[Verse 3: GrewSum]

Yeah, uh

What’s it really gonna take to make it?

Without sellin' my soul to Satan?

I’m well known for flows that are more than basic

I stole the bases, headin' home and my goals I'm chasing

Having cold metaphors and a dope arrangement

Apparently ain’t enough, when you’re broke, you ain’t shit

Throw 'em mad dough and the radio will play it

Then slowly pay back all the loans and payments

Yeah, money is the root of all, evil

And it’s true that all people only call you when they need you, like a booty call

They’ll keep you at the bottom like you're not allowed to bloom at all

You holdin' me back cause they know that I’ll snap

When I’m up on the track I’m super raw

I wanna make it while I’m still in my prime

Held behind all the time, they don’t want me to shine

Tell 'em “fine I don’t mind, we just keep on the grind

We a different design” (we a different design), yeah

[Chorus: GrewSum]

I’ve been watchin', waitin', hopin' for somethin' to make me whole

Always wonderin', thoughts keep runnin' through my skull 'til I lose control

I’ve been watchin', waitin', hopin' for somethin' to make me whole

Always wonderin', thoughts keep runnin' through my skull 'til I lose control