DOWN - Intellectual

[Verse 1: GrewSum]

It's been hard to love myself while my brain isn't working correctly

My emotions are fucked up and broken, I know it, but still I just hold it against me

Made a lot of questionable choices

The voices in my head annoy me, avoid 'em

I can't really, can't get away, can't cope

And you don't understand that I'm lacking the dopamine

Fell face first into self-hatred and I can't get myself back out

So I just mix opiates up with the copious amount of liquor until I pass out (Until I pass out)

Lay in bed until three p.m

Saw no choice but to take that route

Seems so hard just to get back up when

All I know is down

Stuck beneath the ground

Tryna figure out how to gеt myself out of this

But all I know is down

If I don't come around soon I'll nevеr figure out how I'm gon' love myself again

Cause all I know is down, down, down, down

All I know is down, down, down, down

All I know is down

Sometimes I just miss being young, back before addictions and rum

Dumb kids that would run with ambitions and just have fun in the sun

We were living it up

Now I wake up, take my prescriptions, light a cigarette up, get it into my lungs

Go through the motions

Pissed I've become someone that I hate and who lives like a bum

Depression is something I never expected to wrestle with or that I'd wish to be dead

When I can't get the negative thoughts in my head to quit nagging me constantly (Got me on edge again)

I always thought I'd grow up to be better than who I am now

Stuck in my bed again, stuck to the ground, fuck it I'm out

All I know now is

All I know is down

Stuck beneath the ground

Tryna figure out how to get myself out of this

But all I know is down

If I don't come around soon I'll never figure out how I'm gon' love myself again

Cause all I know is down, down, down, down

All I know is down, down, down, down

All I know is down