[Bridge]

Whys it always have to be me

That's always left out to burn and

I'll never learn


[Verse 1]

Why is it always have to be me left out in the open

Solid like foundation in doubt by devotion

I need a little help now, without it I'm hopeless

But there's none so I feel like I can drown in this ocean

Do my best to keep my head high, but it's a dead vibe

Wish that I could rise above, wish that I could just fly

Tired of feeling like life is just a test drive

Standing on the top, contemplating to swan dive


[Hook]

And you know that I do it again

If you were a friend you would pretend that you love me

But this is the end never thought it'll be ugly

I guess I just lay in the grave that you dug me

Cause it burns my soul everytime that you touch me


[Verse 2]

Why is it always have to be me to fall for the lies

That face I fell in love with it, is all a disguise

Beauty in skin deep but it was all in your eyes

And if you'd looked in mine you could see how often I die

But you never looked up kept your eyes in yourself

And use that as a curtain to hide from my help

And that can be for certain the reason I'm burning

Temperatures turnin' but you stay perfect


[Hook]


[Verse 3]

Why is it always have to be me that looks like a bad guy

Because my honesty is strong and I can't lie

I was taught to be a men so I can't cry

Feel like I'm sufferin' from somethin' in a past life

But memory is gone but the punishment is strong

And I strive to hang on to the love that isn't wrong

Cause something isn't right if I wasn't in a fight

For the love that's in my sight, to keep something in my life


[Hook]


[Bridge x4]


[Outro]

I've waited for you

I died inside my own head

And I'd die again for you