Untitled

By Gremlin

On Gremland

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[Verse 1]


Fresh out of rehab


Looking like he never Smoked tweak he has cheeks and they're lookin like some beanbags


Doesn't have his jeans sagged and has his self esteem back


I say its good to see you clean bro I mean that


Just for fun we'd throw on gloves I got beat bad


That muthafucka always got me with some clean jabs


Yeah he always had me whenever it'd come to scrapping


But fuck it cause I had him whenever it would come to these raps


And we'd stay up and play


Call of duty Sometimes watch a movie covered in crumbs from a bunch of lays


We hanged every other day it was fuckin great


I was lookin up to him for once and not the other way

But I was still afraid that he'd go out with his buds and blaze/


Cause I knew he couldn't handle the tempta-tion


But he shunned all his ugly ways/


I was convinced he was gunna change/


[Verse 2]


Pretty soon little stuff went missin


They were convinced it was my bruh, but I was against it


They say he's back to his addiction, I believed it just a smidgen


I was more convinced that my alcoholic uncle did it


He's been in and out of prison so before we make a dumb decision


Shouldn't he be considered for what was committed?


Just admit it, but my aunt lost her locket


The day that it was purchased and went searchin my bros pockets

She found out kicked him out and, he swore that he found it on the floor and forgot it, but no one bought it


Except me, I didn't think he was on meth, no


Maybe he's a clepto and don't know how to let go


But he did get a little bit thinner


But maybe he just missed a few dinners


At least he can visit whenever


I didn't care what they said I was convinced he was better


[Verse 3]


I can see it in his face man he smoked something


Mom confronted him now they're both cussing


She's pouring out like yolk I tried to cool it down with jokes but it slows nothing


Here we go again


Except this time he shoved her, he shoved her

So hard her head slammed against the cupboard


I grabbed him by the neck and say don't touch my mother


You motherfucker and I punch him right in his damn mouth till its punctured


Mom pulls me off and I tell him he gotta go


He stumbled out of the house and mumbled sorry bro


That had me freeze up like stagefright, man I hate fights


I know I should of brought him back home and made thangs right


Fuck, man I should of hit the break lights


It wasn't him, Drugs were the reason he didn't think right


But who'da known that he'd die frm an overdose the same night


My problem was that I didn't speak


I held it in and I let him sink


If you have someone you love that's doing drugs


I know its hard but play a part and help them to think


Talking don't make you less or weak


I regret the words I never said that week


Its embedded in my head I won't forget it till I'm dead


But at least then I can get some sleep