[verse]

In '95, crash landed on my time, not CPT

Was premature, looking to do more than what they seen in me

Family was always make believe

At least the ones I had to call that

A deadbeat daddy that ain’t never call back

A mom who’d rather drink a fifth of hen' in 1 minute flat

This apple didn’t fall too far from the rest of the batch

I say that meaning it’s kind of funny how

My liver probably looking like mommy’s now

In my sorrows is where I would always drown

Been tryna figure generational wealth

Meanwhile my mental health done took a turn on itself

Attention on heat seeking, remember how them burns felt

Remember tripping on acid not caring whose face would melt

That was twenty eighteen, my thirst for love was something mean

I tried to give everything to someone who really ain’t deserve a thing

Let the fat lady sing, she called it quits with me

So obsessed with love but I’ve never done it healthily

This song is named after my pet turtle

Let me get that out the way right now

(Get that out the way right now)

But this time, the words came pouring out as fast as I looped this up

Talk to myself too much then the words burn in my chocolate dutch

The pain been malleable, it’s taking forms

But when I touch it all I feel is thorns

My prickled past can’t form a path to help me get along

The dirt gets muddy after weathered storms

Or is it tar that i been steppin' toward

Cut the cord before i bungee jump right into my feelings

Geronimo

All these eyes on me only make me feel like I gotta go

I've outgrown my aunties home, no room for me

Closet too full for another bone from scrutiny

The skeletons are laughing now, baffled and tryna figure how

Is it them or is it me that’s been so dead from the inside out

I'm losing it here, I'm sorry, my dear