[Part 1 / ERIS]
[intro]
Yo real shit
If there's one thing this love shit has taught me
It's that repetition is one hell of a fuckin' teacher, man
Real shit
[hook]
I thought you knew all this shit
I thought you knew all this here
I'm feeling foolish again
Might disappear in the wind
I need me some friends
I'm tired of making amends
I took some losses this year
I took some losses this year
Now let me be clear
Might disappear in the wind
I need me some wins
I'm tired of
[verse]
Catch me lonely on most days
Even though attention's what they still pay
They like my smile but not what I gotta say
All the while yet they still a fan of me
Losing a grip on my sanity, pardon the vanity
Sometimes it’s all I have, I lost a lot and then I had to double back
Still tryna get poppin' like bubble wrap
It was either extinct or adapt
I look at my past like "Man, what the fuck was that?"
Won't gimme my credit just pay me in cash then
Burgundy be them boys you should cash in
You ain’t heard? Well shit you should go tap in
Make nostalgia look present, not past tense
Wish I had sense, I just been (yuh)
Been in my bag, in my thoughts all amidst of this shit
I been through hell now I'm back with some vengeance to spare
You said you’d always be there
I turned 26 and you wasn’t nowhere
What a waste of all my tears
You the one I told all my fears
Deep down I knew you just wasn’t sincere
Knew you just wasn’t sincere (aye)
You from Michigan I should've known you was cold baby
Yeah I won't fall again that loving shit is getting old baby
[hook]
I thought you knew all this shit
I thought you knew all this here
I'm feeling foolish again
Might disappear in the wind
I need me some friends
I'm tired of making amends
I took some losses this year
I took some losses this year
Now let me be clear
Might disappear in the wind
I need me some wins
I'm tired of finding an end
[Part 2 / CITADEL]
[verse]
Yeah brother these my stomping grounds
Quick to say it clearly while it’s bushes y'all be beatin' round
Y’all making waves? I'm seeing niggas drown
It’s young Graph, the biggest urban legend to come out this little town
Get it now? Self depreciation couldn’t stop my greatness
A saint but rappin' with fire from satan
Come test the heat and you gon' see just why they say I'm blazin'
And if Lucy send for me you can tell 'em I'm waitin' (yuh)
Spent the summer on the beats, the winter on the writtens
Been manic and heartbroken in both seasons
Allie said that I was angel I just didn’t get it
She told me look from different angles and give it a minute
Shit
This song deserves a rick ross verse
Probably end up rappin' bout wings and making it awkward
But we can go ahead and line a verse like a word search
Spit the truth even though it hurts
I'm just a saint stuck in the dirt (yuh)