[Verse 1]

I made it into school without a student loan

I made a promise I would leave the weed alone

Smoking would put me in the danger zone

I quit so I could quit the bullshit I was on

But the temper didn't last me long

Had I known I wudda never asked to come along (Dead wrong)

Party and bullshit was a better song

Pour the shots of liquor and ignite the bong

I was an addict for the mathematics

Started to miss class, but still managed to pass it

Light a blunt, pass it

Never missed that shit (Nope)

Sessions over class, priority ass backwards

Ended the semester with a 3.5

What'd I do? Got drunk, got high

Never realizing the consequences of such a harmless

Recreational drug use could lead to

So much damage

[Verse 2]

Yeah I'm optimistic

Yeah I went to Marquette

Ended up dropping out

School wasn't my subject

So I just said "fuck it"

Kept on holding the ganj' above it

Smoking 24/7, I loved it

Young and restless nigga surrounded by success

And I guess I figured it'd happen to me next

Vexed...you only get what you put in

Which means I got what I deserved

And that was nothing for the win

Blowing dro into the wind

Up up and out, I gotta calm down

Up up and out, don't wanna come down

Gotta spark up as I descend to the ground

In this world I am a clown

Up up and out, now I wear a crown

Up up and out, don't wanna come down

Confrontation begins as I descend to the ground

Singing...

[Verse 3]

Blinded by the high

I just wanted to get higher

Primo blunts made the cut

Snort bumps to get me wired

Inspired my tired and washed up figures

Bragging 'bout being pill popping animals

Syrup sipping niggas

Molly, ecstasy, xanny,and schrooms

Abusing any medication leading to sedation

Spinning rooms gave me a sensation

That I had nothing to lose

Kicking it with people that were easily amused, uh

Not to diss the few that stuck around during my lows

Or fans I had before I changed my enigmatic flows

I was going through some shit I hope some of you know

Paranoia and depression because of my nose

That's the lifestyle that a nigga chose

I did't choose to get her pregnant

With no fucking kid

Little did I know it was a blessing in disguise

My little girl was the reason for daddy's betterment

[Verse 4]

Going on 2 years strong, I've sobered up

No more smoking weed, pill popping, and snorting up

All pure will, cold turkey, Amy Winehouse would be proud

I didn't wanna go to rehab

I relax and sip a rum and soda, never fearing a relapse

I exorcised some demons that I don't want back

My new addiction is family and music, family and music

I even changed the alias to show that

Spitting flows into the wind

Up up and out, I gotta calm down

Up up and out, I gotta calm down

Things are looking up as I ascend from the ground

In this world I wear a crown

Up up and out, don't wanna come down

Up up and out, don't wanna come down

Absolution begins as I ascend from the ground

Singing...